The Unexpected Surprise

Notification from foursquare: Tiger L. @ Sempurna Residence

“I am now at Jalan Duta. How should I get to your place?”

“I saw PWTC”

“I am driving along Jalan Kuching”

I did not believe him at all. I thought he was playing a prank on me. How would someone, who just finished working late at night, would drive three hours and twenty minutes down to Kuala Lumpur?

My boyfie.

I did not know what to say. Karma is the only thing I could think of. I did that to him a few months back too but it was indeed a good Karma.

That morning, I was telling him that there would be a ‘supermoon’ and how awesome it would be if I could view it with him. That triggered him to drive down to Kuala Lumpur. No wonder he had been asking me if I am going out that night.

Thank you for coming to see me. I really miss you loads.

The House Reunion

There were eight of us in the house and we had been living under one roof for at least one year together. Sooner or later, each of us started to drift away; either moving out or to pursue studies further. After at least three years apart, finally I see them again; though some of them remain missing. It was really a nice reunion even though it was just a few of us. We could have hang out longer if it was not for time constraint. Still, I believe we will all come together again, on their wedding, perhaps?

Bewildered

Looking back at older posts does get me thinking if I am currently doing any better or worse.

Am I still hiding somewhere in a corner? Or am I still finding my way out? Or probably, I am already out of the cell but not wanting to face it?

There are things that I had never done and I did it. There are things that I had never said and I said it.

I am scared of who I am becoming – like I do not know who I am anymore. Not knowing what I like and what I do not.

I am scared of what I am getting myself into – like I do not know which direction I am heading to. Not knowing what makes me happy and what does not.

I think I just need to hang in there and put myself out of this unnecessary misery.