Small Small World

It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small small world..

Why? Well, let me tell you why. There are 6 trainees in Audit department. One of them is my ex-classmate's sister. I've blogged about it before. Don't tell us you bump into some who is familiar to you again. No doubt, yes, there is another one!

I joined LEO Club when I took SAM in TCSJ. I was one of the B.O.D by the time I realized it and this guy who was one of the boards happens to be my colleague's boyfriend! And I usually saw the couple around SS15 area. Her boyfriend recognizes me as he's a friend of my ex. No wonder I seem familiar to her and she seems familiar to me.

Such a small world, isn't it?

I remember crystal clear of how I being so reckless to not bringing enough money. It was then I had my very first lunch with May, Zhihao and the rest are vague. The same thing happened few weeks ago when I forgot to bring enough money to pay for Birthday and Farewell lunch with Hii & Lee. It was my new friend, Lydia, who helped to pay for me first. And again, same goes to today. I forgot to bring enough money for lunch. Instead of asking for colleagues' help, I told my father about it and yeah, I had lunch with my father.

It is just so unbelievable by how reckless or blur I am..

Depressed

Depressed. Really depressed.

I do realize that today is the second day of 2008. It had been a tough time for me but I made it through. Knowing those couples outside got to go out together to celebrate New Year Eve could really kill me. I was really upset that I could not celebrate anything last month with my boy. Sighh.. What would happen when he is going over to Brisbane to study? That will be 2 years. I really hope it won't be worse; I know it will. Sighh.. I've already planned not to go back hometown at all this year so as to celebrate everything with my baby. I would not want to miss anything anymore. I can't afford to fly to Australia at that time, can I?

Urgh. Depression..