Friday, April 3, 2009

Depressed

Unfortunately, I do not make it through the first phone interview. Very depressing, I know. I was devastated by the news --- I read the mail twice. You can see how much I put my hopes and efforts in getting this offer.

Listless and scarred, I disparage this Exchange program.

But still, I will contemplate the positive side of this news (yet to be discovered –__-).

Sigh.

Anyhow, these guys brought laughter to me.

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No, not in person. That’s impossible.

I was referring to their shows. The shows that they were involved in throughout the years after they made their debut.

Also, knowing that I will be going on a vacation in China (namely Beijing, Shanghai, Dalian and Qingdao) made up the day (my life, perhaps?). However, the tour group is conquered by a bunch of senior citizens.

Which means, I will be the only one who is still living in a younger generation.

Damn sad, I know.

Nevertheless, this will be my very first (and the last?) vacation that is out of my homeland. I shall not choose of not going, shall I?

And yeah, I think this loooooong holiday is going to drive me crazy. I have been day dreaming the whole day everyday! While watching series and such, typical me (being a very imaginative *cough* and creative *cough* person) started to imagine things in my mind.

What do you mean?

I came out with my own interesting but (super) fictional story line lol There are a lot of exaggerated scenes and characters but those are the vital attributes in making a successful and popular series, aren’t they?

But with one condition for such imagination to happen --- I have to see myself in the story. Which means, I must appear to be one of the characters (definitely the main cast) for me to imagine and create interesting but fictional stories xD

Maybe I should contemplate being a screenwriters or scriptwriters lol

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

April Fool

I wonder how many people are being fooled today.

However, for me and the boyfriend, today is our 23rd month being together. One month later will be our 2nd year anniversary.

Sigh.

Definitely impossible for us to celebrate together.

Still, I am looking forward to that day :D

Oh! My mom made me a new pajama. Korean style pajama.

Kawaii?
[not me but the pajama, I know]

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I Miss You

Eyes are filled with tears while I am typing here.

I miss those moments that I had when I was still pursuing my Degree.

My course mates. My classmates. Especially, my close friends -- I miss you.

However, I do not feel remorse at all -- I fully cherished every moment I had with those by my side.

I always think of myself being the most fortunate girl (in this world) to be able to know all of you -- one of the greatest rewards that God has given me.

Wish to see you soon.

Hey, I am ending this post with a smile, alright? xD